Live in the City of Gold

by Reece Sullivan

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Hush little baby; don't say a word Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird And if that mockingbird won't sing Daddy's gonna buy you a diamond ring And if that diamond ring turns brass Daddy's gonna buy you a looking glass And if that looking glass gets broke Daddy's gonna buy you a billy goat And if that billy goat won't pull Daddy's gonna buy you a bull and cart And if that bull and cart gets wrecked Daddy's gonna buy you a dog named Rex And if that dog named Rex won't bark Daddy's gonna buy you a horse and cart And if that horse and cart turns 'round You'll still be the sweetest little baby in the town
2.
I can hardly speak I think my tongue is filled with lead I look in the distance to the peak I’m afraid that I should go to bed No, those are words that I might tweak I think it’s all just in my head Or maybe my spirit’s sprung a leak Or else my soul has not been fed Oh, I’ve had an awful week & I’m coming off my meds Take a moment for reprieve Take some time to just relax There are points you should concede Try to square off with the facts Try to follow where they lead Try to think before you act Try to turn some words to deed Try to reel in a little slack Try to say just what you mean But please use a little tact & Don’t get stuck off in one scene You gotta move and not look back It’s happened all too quick Something slipped, yet I’ve survived But I feel beaten with a stick Those ain’t words that I’ve contrived At times I thought I could get sick I just let out a little sigh Oh, I thought it had me licked But I'll probably make it if I try Oh, I’ve tried to make it known I’ve opened up the lid You’ve seen what I have shown I ain’t kept nothing hid We feel the winds have blown No more time to play or kid We’re due up on the loan And it doesn’t matter what we did Though we ain’t nothing they can clone Or upon which they might bid Girl, I said I'd would drive this home And that’s exactly what I did Oh, I need a wealthy little girl One with trimmings and with lace Or else a higher standard whore One with a pretty little face I oughta get out in the world Not be so caught up in this race With these rat-like little squirrels Trying to keep up with the pace Who live and die by business morals Who cannot see past what is base Who with batons that twist and twirl But unlikely ever leave a trace I probably need a well-raised girl Guess I'll have look out-of-state One I can show off at the store One I can take out on a date Alternative stanzas: Don’t turn back, babe, I’m comin’ around the bend I’m gettin’ back on track, babe Try not to condescend They thought they had me sacked, babe But I got up and went again I’d been listenin’ to some quacks, friend Those sorts that move in packs But it’s time to start again I’m coming around the bend I was trying to make amends Try not to condescend Babe, I’m about to close the deal And you think of me today And now you know this shit’s for real Not some act that I have feigned Not something yet to be revealed Though I admit a bit insane Ain't like some show that I have billed What this is is very plain Neither hidden nor concealed Aw, hear me out ol’ babe & Don’t give me no flack until What it is is very plain What this is is very real
3.
I kept her secret with all I did Kept her locked up tight with heavy lid I wouldn't mention her much not even to my friends She was mine, alone, and I was keeping her hid She was a good ol' girl, and I loved her, I did Second loves you have will not compare With the first you had who had not been shared Now, perhaps you'll tell me that's crude and bare But with seconds and thirds, I really couldn't care She was a good ol' girl with long brown hair All I asked for; all I prayed Was to live like so for the rest of my days And to never end and never wane But end it did in an awful way I remember her sprawled out on the floor She wept in pain but it hurt me more I don't even recall what we were fighting for That I was young and dumb we cannot ignore I'm a' telling you man she was a good ol' girl Now those days so far behind When I still had faith in womankind Will my days ever be so kind? Not sure the answer's what I'm looking to find I kept her secret with all I did Kept her locked up tight under heavy lid I wouldn't mention her much not even to my friends She was mine, alone, and I was keeping her hid She was a good ol' girl and I loved her, I did
4.
Oh, bury me not On the lone prairie These words fell low And mournfully From the pallid lips Of a youth who lay On his dying bed At the close of day Oh, bury me not And his voice fell there But we took no heed To the boy's last prayer In a shallow grave Just six by three We buried him there On the lone prairie
5.
When I ran into you after many years, unseen, in another state When I ran into you after many years, unseen, in another state In a parking lot; we talked for hours over highway diner plates Life played games on me when I demanded more of it than it would give Life played games on me when I demanded more of it than it would give I thought it cruel and mean, but my life became a life that I could live With all our other friends: though I love them, they've been brainwashed to the max With all our other friends: though I love them, they've been brainwashed to the max I might would try to bend, but I cannot bend the truth or change the facts I'll be moving on, but to where I cannot say for it's still unknown I'll be moving on, but to where I cannot say for it's still unknown Till some road ahead might open up before me and way is shown I'll let it find me babe, for when I tried to find it my trying was in vain I'll let it find me babe, for when I tried to find it my trying was in vain But I hope it finds me soon, for I'm 48 and at the end of my chain
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I lost my life somehow To an ugly wife, a sow To life behind the plow For to buy her plates of chow And the thing that'll get me most Is how I moved here from the coast To this dump to take my post Where my dreams burnt up like toast For to live here in this space An ugly wasteland of a place Where druggies like zombies pace Where your kids can't show their face Yes, my life went in a ditch When I got tangled up with that ol' witch Since the evening when we got hitched A ten year scratch that I can't itch Now I work down at this store As a salesman on the floor Where we sell cheap junk and more For a boss we do deplore What I do I do despise For not much pay I compromised Far too late before I realized That on this treadmill I'd live and die If I could I would explain How I crashed into this lane How I lost such an easy game Yes, if I could I would explain But I can't, so what I'll do Is I'll offer you a word or two Some advice if you can hear me through That's if you know what's good for you

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Recorded in El Dorado, Arkansas, March 11th 2023 at PJs Coffeeshop. All songs copyright 2023 except Hush Little Baby and Bury Me Not on the Lone Prairie which are traditionals in the public domain and White Freight Liner Blues, written by Townes Van Zandt . . . permissions granted.

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released July 7, 2023

Mixing and Mastering: Tal Spirer at Beef Studio

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Reece Sullivan Lafayette, Louisiana

Originally from Arkansas, and now in Lafayette, LA, I play the surrounding areas regularly. Over the course of the years, I've reinvented myself musically many times: piano to guitar, classical to art rock, art rock to folk, flat picking to finger-picking, solely songwriting to performing. My latest incarnation has me playing out often, sometimes touring, and writing and recording consistently. ... more

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