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Gethsemane

by Reece Sullivan

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1.
When I ran into you after many years, unseen, in another state When I ran into you after many years, unseen, in another state In a parking lot; we talked for hours over highway diner plates Life played games on me when I demanded more of it than it would give Life played games on me when I demanded more of it than it would give I thought it cruel and mean, but my life became a life that I could live Of all the times I've seen, I miss those days the most if you know what I mean Of all the times I've seen, I miss those days the most if you know what I mean For many years I'd cling, but as good days do, they slipped away, it seems With all our other friends: though I love them, they've been brainwashed to the max With all our other friends: though I love them, they've been brainwashed to the max I might would try to bend, but I cannot bend the truth or change the facts I'll be moving on, but to where I cannot say for it's still unknown I'll be moving on, but to where I cannot say for it's still unknown Till some road ahead might open up before me and way is shown I'll let it find me babe, for when I tried to find it my trying was in vain I'll let it find me babe, for when I tried to find it my trying was in vain But I hope it finds me soon, for I'm 48 and at the end of my chain
2.
All the while I was away I was slaving through the night While my neighbors were asleep In my window was a light All the while I was away I was seldom understood But my debts are fully paid And I've done all I said I would Try and catch me if you can Come on, give it all you've got I am just a mortal man But I'm headed for the top All the while I was away I was groping searching, blind But my faith had grown in ways I didn't ask for any signs All the while I was away I stayed focused and worked fast And the promises I made I've delivered on, at last Try and catch me if you can Come on, give it all you've got I am just a mortal man But I'm headed for the top There ain't that much to understand But that my will will not be stopped Try and catch me if you can But I'm headed for the top
3.
I lost my life somehow To an ugly wife, a sow To life behind the plow For to buy her plates of chow And the thing that'll get me most Is how I moved here from the coast To this dump to take my post Where my dreams burnt up like toast For to live here in this space An ugly wasteland of a place Where druggies like zombies pace Where your kids can't show their face Yes, my life went in a ditch When I got tangled up with that ol' witch Since the evening when we got hitched A ten year scratch that I can't itch Now I work down at this store As a salesman on the floor Where we sell cheap junk and more For a boss we do deplore What I do I do despise For not much pay I compromised Far too late before I realized That on this treadmill I'd live and die If I could I would explain How I crashed into this lane How I lost such an easy game Yes, if I could I would explain But I can't, so what I'll do Is I'll offer you a word or two Some advice if you can hear me through That's if you know what's good for you
4.
Love don't fail me now For the way is dark and deep And as much as is allowed Shine the light of truth on me For with these shadows all around I struggle to believe How I wish I could expound How it all now looks to me With all the war I waged And the years of life I lost And despite my body's pain I've found it worth the cost But perhaps you find that strange That war's gains outweighs the loss Which is hard to put to page Yes, it's hard to get across I've struggled with addiction long; longer than you've even been alive I tried to turn it into song; I moved to folk from gin and half arrived With all the debt I owed Well, it's paid back long ago And the lines I wouldn't toe Caused more grief than you can know I don't know if I have grown Or how such a thing is shown I don't care if I am known For my work stands on it's own Half my life, I guess, is gone, but I feel I could begin having survived Perhaps if you would tag along, you'd see, my little hen, I took the dive My heart's felt like a stone That I've carried around inside While across the range I roam Till in new place did arrive That I just might make my home While I've health and am alive From the hills I emerged, alone Clearly God walked by my side Love don't fail me now For the way is high and steep From this point I don't look down For if fear would enter me I might plummet to the ground And leave my work here incomplete Love don't fail me now For the way is high and steep Half my life, I guess, is gone, but I feel I could begin having survived Perhaps if you would tag along, you'd see, my little hen, I took the dive Yes, into you again age: 45
5.
Lazy Babe 03:36
Come on, lazy babe, I've a hungry soul And I need some room to change and some space to grow I've been living in my head So I feel like I am dead Come on, lazy babe, do what you're told Come on, lazy babe; we're moving up Come on, lazy babe; with a little luck The world is dying soon But we live like lovers do Come on, lazy babe; with a little luck Fly with me, lazy babe, above the Philistines And all their petty ways; we're above those things I see all the things I've done Turn to dust beneath the sun Fly with me, lazy babe, above everything Come on, lazy babe, in a little while We walk upon the stage and off in style We were born to play these roles Long writ on the cosmic scroll Come on, lazy babe, in a little while
6.
It wasn't I Who made it so A field of weeds You chose to grow The hows and whys I do not know It wasn't I Who made it so Out in my barn My dairy maid A vat of cream With churn hath made I treat her well Not like a slave If the truth I tell My health she saved The olive tree Out in the grove Down by the sea Is decades old It's fruit is green It's taste is bold Much wealth it brings By the thousand sold
7.
I've encountered many struggles I've kicked against the flow And I've raised my fists to heaven With rebellion in my soul As though those hidden ways Were something I might know Too young to understand That it ain't me who's in control In the middle of a daydream On a cool, midsummer's morn With a red haired girl beside me Something new in me was born Though it took more than a decade For the words to fully form Yes, it took a very long time And so oft I was forlorn In the middle of emotion I recall my long lost friends They're gone into the woodwork They're lost around the bend And my heart is filled with trouble And sorrows without end As I think back on these lost souls That I'll never see again In reflections on the mirror I hear ancestors speak As though they didn't finish With all they had to say to me And I feel I've been pretending And I'm almost moved to weep But I see the road's unending And I feel too much awe to speak
8.
I have broken bread In a place unseen Between where one might find the dead And our hills of green A place that most would not believe For no one there grows old And still I took my leave Before my time was told Many maps I scour Many visions held Well into the witching hour Many seas I sailed But still the isle I cannot find Though I was there before Or was it in my mind? For I cannot find it's shore

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Recorded February to May, 2022, at Techno Sound Studio in Baton Rouge with Nelson Blanchard.

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released February 23, 2023

Secondary Acoustic on track 7: Clay Parker
Cello: Courtney Blackwell

Mixing: Nelson Blanchard
Mastering: Aaron Thomas

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Reece Sullivan Lafayette, Louisiana

Originally from Arkansas, and now in Lafayette, LA, I play the surrounding areas regularly. Over the course of the years, I've reinvented myself musically many times: piano to guitar, classical to art rock, art rock to folk, flat picking to finger-picking, solely songwriting to performing. My latest incarnation has me playing out often, sometimes touring, and writing and recording consistently. ... more

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